Can't think of anything now..Maybe it's because I'm puzzled...and my mind was thinking of someone whom I should not think about.
Yes, it can be called stupidity cause I should be no longer thinking of this person. But what puzzles me is why does he need to call me? Imagine after almost four years then he appeared and called me as if nothing wrong had happened! my goodness! He's even asking me out! Yeah! I know I should not be bothered by him cause I already have my own life. I have a family already and my precious baby. Infact, I should not be acting this way! But I can't help thinking the things he said to me. It's like a song that keeps on playing in my mind.
It even makes me feels so stupid cause I never recall myself not being cold in our conversation. I'm really a jerk! If only my daughter can talk she'll call be B*tch! I know I shouldn't be friendly to him and I should not entertain his call but I don't know how. I can't change my number cause I've been using it for four years and I even don't know how will I answer my husband if he ask me the reason why I need to get a new number.
This really sucks! And this really makes me feel so stupid.
Yes, it can be called stupidity cause I should be no longer thinking of this person. But what puzzles me is why does he need to call me? Imagine after almost four years then he appeared and called me as if nothing wrong had happened! my goodness! He's even asking me out! Yeah! I know I should not be bothered by him cause I already have my own life. I have a family already and my precious baby. Infact, I should not be acting this way! But I can't help thinking the things he said to me. It's like a song that keeps on playing in my mind.
It even makes me feels so stupid cause I never recall myself not being cold in our conversation. I'm really a jerk! If only my daughter can talk she'll call be B*tch! I know I shouldn't be friendly to him and I should not entertain his call but I don't know how. I can't change my number cause I've been using it for four years and I even don't know how will I answer my husband if he ask me the reason why I need to get a new number.
This really sucks! And this really makes me feel so stupid.
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