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Last night as I watch my little angel in her sleep I couldn't believe that time passes by so fast. I even remember until this day the time I first learn her existence. The feeling of excitement and fear...Excitement for the time were I can hold her in my arms and kiss her tenderly...Afraid that I might not be able to give her good life she deserve nor become a good mother to her.

I even remember the first moment that I felt her move inside my womb that makes me cry cause that moment I knew she's doing well. And everytime I try to communicate with her and she makes those tiny movements inside as if she hears and understand everything that I say to her makes me feel happy. Those little treasures we shared during my pregnancy is something money can't buy.

I maybe one of those lucky first time moms not to experience anything bad with my pregnancy nor I haven't had a time with my pregnancy and even during labor. In just one big push she went out easily. The first time seeing her and hearing her cry makes me so happy and content. I knew that she'll be going to be a strong girl.

I can even remeber how delicate she is during her first few months. I tried to capture each little moment with her...the first smile...the first eye contact...first bath...first hair cut...and all the first she can experience.

Now, after one year and six months of her existence...my day will never be complete without cuddling her though there are times she refused which ends us playing together.

I can't say that she owe me herlife instead I owe her happiness. I will never be this content and happy in my whole life without her teaching me to become one. Though she maybe a little girl but she ahs able to touched my heart and changed me entirely for a better me. Maybe that is a magic of becoming a mother. Cause you will no longer just be thinking about yourself but thinking only the best for your child.

I may not be a complete person without this little angel that God has sent me.